I know he is there and I can feel him but what If he is not? What if it's just takes and imagination from back in the day. I just wanna die not knowing is killing me I'm going crazy
Careful with your words btw too brother. You could be inviting a demonic spirit in your realm by speaking death. James 3.I know he is there and I can feel him but what If he is not? What if it's just takes and imagination from back in the day. I just wanna die not knowing is killing me I'm going crazy
There is more to life than what you have already found. We are meant to be here. If accepting Christ and going to heaven was the only goal, then you wouldn't be here. God would just zap you to heaven like that. But no. God leaves us here, for a purpose!I just don't know it's rationality and belief clashing against each other here that's why I want to get it all over with and just wait for life's depletion
I'm sorry folks are not better trained but from your posts I see a human in a seasonal change and the advise to seek a good church that fears God is good advise but that search can take years and you need help, right now. Changes of season occur when death, birth, marriage, job loss and a whole bucket full of other Life Events.I know he exists but I also think of other things and I get so lost I believe the bible but I wander what if and if I say what if a simple u just have to believe doesn't fix it for me "you just have to believe" kills me because I already believe but I have doubts and he just sists there and states at me even if I ask him to kill me or take me or tell me what he sees in me he doesnt
How?If you do not do this in a God honoring man0r, it can send you to Hell
read all of the Bible, please.How?
He, absolutely, does and He is aware that you are being tested, right now. It is your choice to go off and to, just, die or to call on Him for His help. You are not as worthless as I and yet when I called, He answered. You need to decide, correctly... Satan or God?I know he said not to test him that we shouldn't we have no power to, I never thought I'd feel like this it feels bad nothing can fix it no paychologist or medicine or drug can help me If he is real only he can nothing on this earth can make me happy right now nothing I just want to die I need him to change my life not by me going to church and people telling me about him I need him to show me I need to have an experience with him that will change my life that's why I want to be alone far away from society if I die that way I want him to know it isn't exactly suicide it's just the only thing I can do be alone and praying even if I die I can't stand it anymore I only joined trying to seek other help to not go to such points and I'm no one to test god cuz I'm nothing I'm absolutely nothing but it's been too much and I just hope he understands because I dont
I went to pray to him again then I fell asleep I read judges 6 and forth where it shows Gideon and the way he tested god, I just don't get it how can it say "then te lord said" how did they hear him? Why isn't it so easy for me to have such a connection with him what if this connection isn't a connection at all but a sign someone has gne afar bro religion they have lost pay of their rationality as to think a voice in their heads which could very well be their own is actually gods I want him to show me that he is there I also sleep at the church hoping he talks to me in my dreams but nothing ever happensHe, absolutely, does and He is aware that you are being tested, right now. It is your choice to go off and to, just, die or to call on Him for His help. You are not as worthless as I and yet when I called, He answered. You need to decide, correctly... Satan or God?
You are either an Atheist or a clown... you just gave yourself away... I used this same tactical line when I was so blind that I could not or more properly, would not see the truth.I went to p
I went to pray to him again then I fell asleep I read judges 6 and forth where it shows Gideon and the way he tested god, I just don't get it how can it say "then te lord said" how did they hear him? Why isn't it so easy for me to have such a connection with him what if this connection isn't a connection at all but a sign someone has gne afar bro religion they have lost pay of their rationality as to think a voice in their heads .which could very well be their own is actually gods I want him to show me that he is there I also sleep at the church hoping he talks to me in my dreams but nothing ever happens
I do :] But i have still never heard of that theology.read all of the Bible, please.