=( i feel so incredibly stupid. this guy friend of mine, he was telling me about how guilty he felt because someone just died in front of him in an accident on the road, and he was saying he should have done cpr. We were chatting on msn by the way. So I didn't know what to say because I really felt for him, i just said : "hey joseph i dont know what to say, it's not like you didn't do anything to save him.." because he did call the ambulance. then he replied saying "Lol chill you dont have to be so serious". and now i feel SO STUPID. it was like, i really thought he was feeling guilty and all. anyway my chest is feeling so tight now. i think my asthma is coming back or something. but i can breathe, jsut that my chest is tight and theres nothing i can do about it because its one am over here and everyone is asleep except me because i feel like im going nuts.. did anyone read my post in the advice section of private discussion? i feel so stupid over there too for making that kinda post.. ugh... but YES the Lord loves me i noe!!! Haha... please just pray for me.. im feeling so tired of everything..