I was raised in a Christian home, left when I was 18, fell to addiction, drinking, partying, ect. Then, I grew up. I like to think I'm a fairly intelligent person with an inquisitive mind, and I have many, many questions about the Christian faith. I'll start with this one: I always hear people having "faith" in Jesus. I have tried for years and years to have a "faith" in Jesus. Without knowing me, it may be hard for you to understand, but I am truly searching for the truth, for Christ, but it's just not there. I am an analytical person, I need truth, I need proof. I can't understand why a Creator would put in order a world with so much sense, yet not allow so many questions left unanswered.