Hi, I'm a newbie. I don't know when I became a Christian, but I'm sure I am one. It was probably when I was in my teens. I'm 41 now, and I am afraid to go on. I'm afraid a demon is harassing me, and it makes me sad, depressed, fearful, troubled, and unproductive. All I know is I'm filled with fear. When I was in my early 20's I had an unhealthy sexual relationship with a lady who I figured out later was dabbling in occult type practices - to what extent I don't know. Then I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. After that I turned to pornography to medicate my problems. Ever since I've gotten counseling from a Christian pastor on this stuff, the bad habits I formed are slowly going away.. but I'm still troubled and am becoming very quiet because I don't know what to say anymore in day to day life. If anybody has any helpful advice I'd really appreciate it.