Ok, so basically idk whether to eat this salad I just made for lunch. I put pork slices in it and then I remembered I wanted to abstain from eating pork because idk whether it is right or not and so i'm just going to not take the chance and just try to avoid it, but at the same time I really don't know whether this view is pointless, but I don't trust myself to make a decision on it because I know my temptation atm and I think I'm not rational minded right now. It feels wasteful to just throw this out though...I'm really trying to justify eating this but i'm thinking i'm going to have to throw it away if I don't find inconclusive evidence that I can eat it.