Please don't answer this with a generic, "of course He does," because I've heard that from so many before and it doesn't help. I kind of feel like God doesn't love me. I kind of feel like a reject a lot of the time. In fact, I'm terrified of God. I said the prayer multiple times- I just don't feel like I was really adopted. I cry out for His comfort and I just don't feel it. I try to read the bible- I have trouble reading the parts that talk about love because I just don't feel it.
Are some people created to be hard hearted? God hardened pharaoh's heart, he hardened Saul's heart- how do I know I'm not part of His plan in that way? That's been bugging me for a while now.
yes...it's REALLY had to tell if he loves you or not.
but do you know what you are lacking? Faith!
you have more doubts than faith.
first of all, you would have 2% faith that God loves you, then 8% of doubts overtakes and you question "does he love me, if he loves me why hasn't he..."
when we have doubt...things cannot be possible.
Things can ONLY be possible if we have faith and no doubt.
Just like Peter, Jesus invited him to come to him on water. He started to have faith and started walking towards Jesus. When seeing the storms and waves, he started doubting and started to sink in water.
Have faith and no doubt.
even I pray to him many times, I hear no love, no image, no visitation. Yet I believe and have faith he loves me.
Jesus will be disappointed when PEOPLE doubt him.
if you are terrified of God then that's good! You have -fear- for the Lord.
You try to read the bible and have trouble reading it?
that's because you probably don't have Holy Spirit dwelling in you.
Trust me, because I used to read the bible but it was hard to understand man and VERY confusing!
Until I was saved, was when reading the bible is so clear to me, and the possibility that I thought wasn't possible. I can now quote scriptures from the bible!
First of all, what do you want from God? why do you doubt him?
have you given your life to Jesus?
do you believe in him with your mouth and confess with your mouth?
have you repented for your sins?
because if Jesus is in you, you shouldn't have doubts:/
me I wake up every morning always feeling fresh, and I memorise Psalm book verses because the things that happen to me is exactly what is written in Pslams.