I'm here today to share my personal experiences with God not only just to simply do so, but in the chances that this post may also help those who may be worrying about their salvation just like I used to, up until I was 21 years old. If you look, you can even see that in 2014 I came here for help on my own salvation, although I'm not sure why I was struggling then, as I had my signs from God a year before I posted here. I guess it was residual worries, I suppose.
I personally apologize to God for thinking I was struggling after them, heh
but I have to begin with this admitting that I'm different, which is actually the full reason why I worried up to the point of sobbing to God in personal prayers for basically my entire life, begging for a sign to show whether I was saved or not. For some reason, He was almost completely quiet up until my first dream at the age of 21, and the signs didn't stop there; I had multiple.
Before I had the dreams though, my very first sign came directly after watching Passion of the Christ for the very first time. ///(((Right)))/// after it ended on Netflix watching it from my phone, I walked into the living room and on a TV show which was on the television, someone asked: hey, what're you watching? Response: oh, Passion of the Christ. It was amazing, to say the least...;a;
Keep in mind these were totally separate things - Netflix and something on tv.
I will never forget my very first dream though - the answer I was waiting for, for my entire life. In this dream, it started out pretty random. A projector was showing slides of random pictures, but the final slide was that of Jesus on the cross with the words "You are saved." beneath it. It startled me so much that it actually literally /woke me up out of deep rem sleep/, and all I could do was stare at the wall as silent tears streamed from my face.
In my second dream not long after that one, maybe a few weeks, I actually met Jesus. and it was the first lucid dream which I could /consciously/ control my actions in literally my entire life - I was touching my surroundings in wonderment before asking Him if it was a real experience, and He silently nodded his head. I can't even count the tears already shed from just simply typing these experiences. A lot of people would say they were just dreams, but as a believer, I personally believe that a dream of God, is simply that. A dream from God.
To top it off, a few months before I even had these dreams in 2013, I asked God for a physical sign, not expecting something drastic, but /////five minutes later///// when I was taking out the trash, I just -happened- to stumble across a really cool small metal Cross on the ground with a real leather front to it. in the same exact path I was taking, directly under my feet. I didn't even have to "walk up to it" as if I saw it from a distance. it was just there when I looked down. it will make the perfect necklace someday, because I still have it.
And, seriously, where I am right now to connect to internet in order for me to be able to post this, there was a woman standing directly in front of me with a Jesus shirt on before I started typing this, even further confirming, since this is what I came here to do. God is awesome~
if you're someone out there that is worrying as I used to, please don't - We all have something so amazing to look forward to. God is pure Love -itself-. No matter /what/, you are forever safe in the arms of our amazing loving God. :')
I personally apologize to God for thinking I was struggling after them, heh
but I have to begin with this admitting that I'm different, which is actually the full reason why I worried up to the point of sobbing to God in personal prayers for basically my entire life, begging for a sign to show whether I was saved or not. For some reason, He was almost completely quiet up until my first dream at the age of 21, and the signs didn't stop there; I had multiple.
Before I had the dreams though, my very first sign came directly after watching Passion of the Christ for the very first time. ///(((Right)))/// after it ended on Netflix watching it from my phone, I walked into the living room and on a TV show which was on the television, someone asked: hey, what're you watching? Response: oh, Passion of the Christ. It was amazing, to say the least...;a;
Keep in mind these were totally separate things - Netflix and something on tv.
I will never forget my very first dream though - the answer I was waiting for, for my entire life. In this dream, it started out pretty random. A projector was showing slides of random pictures, but the final slide was that of Jesus on the cross with the words "You are saved." beneath it. It startled me so much that it actually literally /woke me up out of deep rem sleep/, and all I could do was stare at the wall as silent tears streamed from my face.
In my second dream not long after that one, maybe a few weeks, I actually met Jesus. and it was the first lucid dream which I could /consciously/ control my actions in literally my entire life - I was touching my surroundings in wonderment before asking Him if it was a real experience, and He silently nodded his head. I can't even count the tears already shed from just simply typing these experiences. A lot of people would say they were just dreams, but as a believer, I personally believe that a dream of God, is simply that. A dream from God.
To top it off, a few months before I even had these dreams in 2013, I asked God for a physical sign, not expecting something drastic, but /////five minutes later///// when I was taking out the trash, I just -happened- to stumble across a really cool small metal Cross on the ground with a real leather front to it. in the same exact path I was taking, directly under my feet. I didn't even have to "walk up to it" as if I saw it from a distance. it was just there when I looked down. it will make the perfect necklace someday, because I still have it.
And, seriously, where I am right now to connect to internet in order for me to be able to post this, there was a woman standing directly in front of me with a Jesus shirt on before I started typing this, even further confirming, since this is what I came here to do. God is awesome~
if you're someone out there that is worrying as I used to, please don't - We all have something so amazing to look forward to. God is pure Love -itself-. No matter /what/, you are forever safe in the arms of our amazing loving God. :')