Words of Encouragement. Good evening everyone I was surfing the net earlier and came across this site, I wanted to share an experience with others and hopefully gain some advice that will benefit me on my time of need. I am exactly of the age of eighteen; I live with my mother and a three-year-old sibling in a two-room apartment. Along time ago when I was Seventeen I believe I received a call from an individual whom was like a sister to me, she belongs to the Wicca faith and on the other line was one of her friends. My sister â€œ Which Iâ€™ll refer to her as â€œ always gives me advice on things that go on in life, always tries to cheer me on and always seems to make me smile. So we got into a discussion about life and death, we both came across the idea of being able to predict death â€œSo we thought, â€œHer friend claimed to be some sort of psychic and said he was able to read into my future. Cheery me went along, hopped into this issue, and asked him â€œCould you possibly tell me when Iâ€™m going to die â€œWithout notice he continued, and said I was going to die from natural causes when I was nineteen. At that time I didnâ€™t pay mind, but being in the Christian religion for so long Iâ€™ve seen things that would somewhat make me question the ability of man. It bothered me for a while, for the next year when I turned eighteen, I started paying mind to what he said. As he was reading my future I remember telling him that I was going to go to the Marines, then he said â€œ Oh itâ€™s a Death Certificate from the military! â€œ Which made me question his so-called gift? Now I live an average life I suppose, the fourteenth is my birthday and I am going to be nineteen. The whole situation seems to be getting the best of me; I have been having random panic and anxiety attacks and often locked myself in the room. I refuse to go to church for the simple fact I feel as if I cannot find my place there. I am able to read the bible because I give up so easily. I feel a calling of the lord and sometimes want to kneel in tears; everything just gets to me with unbelievable stress. Some input or advice would be greatly appreciated. I would also like to request many prayers, not cause of this situation rather for my health and family.