I am really missing a brother in Christ. But I know the situation was too far gone. I had no idea that his wife didn't realize we had been praying and speaking about scriptures. My fiance knows I connect with a wide range of individuals so he is comfortable as he knows where my commitment lies with him . However my brother's wife was VERY threatened by me. My heart hurt that I ever stepped foot in the situation because it left some seriously painful wounds on both sides.
I know it was the right decision to walk away. However it still hurts. Out of the respect of how things went I did not want to further have to figure out what was happening, or to be concerned what the next day would bring or have to prove to her that I wasn't a threat ontop bringing her pain because I was involved in their lives. It is a very uncomfortable situation to be in. I had no idea she didn't know, I assumed he had shared and discussed it with her.
I pray God will contiune to heal and touch their marriage. Today, my heart is heavy. Today I feel sad and such a loss and grief.
Not having a big brother in Christ to look over my shoulder and check-in.
Thanks for listening.
Warmly in Christ,
TiC
I know it was the right decision to walk away. However it still hurts. Out of the respect of how things went I did not want to further have to figure out what was happening, or to be concerned what the next day would bring or have to prove to her that I wasn't a threat ontop bringing her pain because I was involved in their lives. It is a very uncomfortable situation to be in. I had no idea she didn't know, I assumed he had shared and discussed it with her.
I pray God will contiune to heal and touch their marriage. Today, my heart is heavy. Today I feel sad and such a loss and grief.
Not having a big brother in Christ to look over my shoulder and check-in.
Thanks for listening.
Warmly in Christ,
TiC