So what do you do now? Seek Him, read...read some more, give yourself to Him wholly. Read, pray what those in the bible prayed. Read, renewing your mind by washing of water by the Word. Revolve your life around Him. The very being of who you are. He will revolve around your life and become your very being. Amen. God loves you and has invited us to be a part of His glorious kingdom. Be consistent, be diligent; from the heart God hears you. Then, one day, you feel your spirit being entwined with His Spirit and you come to have wisdom and understanding by revelation knowledge of Jesus Christ that you are ONE with Him, in Him, by Him, for Him. Amen All praise glory and honor be unto God.