Hi guys, So I'm 28. Going through a divorce, on the verge of being kicked of the country I've called my own/home for years - etc. Almost gave up on Christianity, but there was always something keeping me lingering on. So started attending this church, which is a Christian denomination others might find 'a tad different', called 'Celestial Church of Christ'. In this church, they have a thing they do, which is meant to be a period/moment of time they experience 'being possessed by the Holy Spirit or one of GOD's Angels' -unsure. But it is debatable )which is the same with a number of things in the Christian world. Anyway, while in this state, a lady gave me a message. Said good things to me, how I'm meant to be great etc. Can only hope shes not just telling me things friendly to the ear. Not too bothered about that, but what I'm supposed to do. A number of things that I find rather stressful and financially demanding at my present solution. Now, not sure if I should be bothered about it all. Since these days, all these Christianity duties has been making me lenient and lazy towards my problems. Believing or having faith hasn't solved my problems. Prayed for almost 2 years for my marriage, nothing happened. Anyway, should I believe? I tried to pour my heart out here. But guess I'm rubbish at that too.