Prayer Hello everyone I could use a little help today. I have known of God all my fifty years and only half hearted talked to Him or prayed. Well, things changed about a year ago, a truely remarkable thing happened that makes me want to know God, not just of Him. I've been told over and over that the prayers of sinners fall on deaf ears. I admit there is still a lot of garbage in my life ( anger, unforgiveness, fear, doubt ) I guess you could just say that I'm stiff necked. My heart is so empty and yet so heavy at the same time I think it's gonna tear out of my chest at times. For fifty years I have acted like God was just another waste of time, so unfair to Him. I know all the seeds I have planted have now grown to choke me off and I deserve everthing I get, so be it, but It's not about me. My prayers are that when my last breath leaves my body that I'm able to spend eternity with our Lord. Do you think He hears and answers a prayer such as this? Thank you for letting me unload and for your time.