losing my way lately After two years of athletic training in boxing and martial arts, I, not only lost a lot of weight and got into great shape, but also, rose to a competitive level in both sports. During a recent sporting event, I tore my acl and now need surgery. The injury devastated me so deeply that I couldn't understand why God would let this happen to me. Although I've been through many tough times, this hit me so hard that I found myself feeling like I was being punished, doubting my faith and blaming God for this horrible turn of events. I've been so angry that I can't even pray. Then, a friend reminded me that in the toughest times is when we should lean on him even more. I know that she's right but, I'm having a hard time doing that.