I don't know ?
Hey guys.
Im kinda stuck.
When I pray it seems like It doesnt mean anything.
When I say something to God its like I don't mean it.
I can't get emotional with God.
When Everyone has gone out and Im home alone, I try and pray outloud and the first few words are loud, then I get a bad feeling or something and begin murmering / wispering my prayer.
I don't think my relationship with God is what it should be.
I am so self consious, shy & quiet that I think im never going to be able to speak freely.
I don't think my faith is as strong as it should be.
And I always hear & read about all these great experiences with God, things God has done for the person, How He's helped them, guided them, healed them ect...and I've got nothing.
Help, this is bad :crying_anim:
Hey guys.
Im kinda stuck.
When I pray it seems like It doesnt mean anything.
When I say something to God its like I don't mean it.
I can't get emotional with God.
When Everyone has gone out and Im home alone, I try and pray outloud and the first few words are loud, then I get a bad feeling or something and begin murmering / wispering my prayer.
I don't think my relationship with God is what it should be.
I am so self consious, shy & quiet that I think im never going to be able to speak freely.
I don't think my faith is as strong as it should be.
And I always hear & read about all these great experiences with God, things God has done for the person, How He's helped them, guided them, healed them ect...and I've got nothing.
Help, this is bad :crying_anim: