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Ericisme
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I don't get it...
I'm not Christian, I'll admit, I would like to believe... But I can't. I just don't see it. I'm an 18 year old male who lives in the USA, I suffer from severe social anxiety\phobia, to make it simple, I've got no life. I wish to believe in God, but I just don't see it. People say that He's all around them, etc. etc. But I yet to get that knock on the door, He will not reveal Himself. I will admit, I believe in evolution and that junk, that's because it's the only that that makes sense to me. If a certain... God would prove to me that He exists, then ok, I can see how evolution is stupid, but it's not when it's the ONLY REASONABLE explaination to ME. Why does He make it so difficult to be believed in, the majority of the world don't for this reason. It's like trusting nobody to catch you when you fall back into nobodys arms, it's just... stupid. I'd just like some advice in... finding Him, since He's too lazy at the moment to find me. Please don't say any lame spiritual stuff blah blah, I'd like some... actual answers, if there are any. Them spiritually answers to this is the reason why religion is a joke these days, honestly. I'm sorry if I was insulting, this is just kind of annoying...
I know I may have been insulting, I even know there probably is no answer for me besides "believe and he will come". Which is rather stupid because I can't believe in nothing, I mean sure, if I believe a bag of cash was truely in front of me then that would be cool if it was true, but it's not. So I'm sure I will get no answer, I'm sure this thread will just get deleted... Thanks anyways...
I'm not Christian, I'll admit, I would like to believe... But I can't. I just don't see it. I'm an 18 year old male who lives in the USA, I suffer from severe social anxiety\phobia, to make it simple, I've got no life. I wish to believe in God, but I just don't see it. People say that He's all around them, etc. etc. But I yet to get that knock on the door, He will not reveal Himself. I will admit, I believe in evolution and that junk, that's because it's the only that that makes sense to me. If a certain... God would prove to me that He exists, then ok, I can see how evolution is stupid, but it's not when it's the ONLY REASONABLE explaination to ME. Why does He make it so difficult to be believed in, the majority of the world don't for this reason. It's like trusting nobody to catch you when you fall back into nobodys arms, it's just... stupid. I'd just like some advice in... finding Him, since He's too lazy at the moment to find me. Please don't say any lame spiritual stuff blah blah, I'd like some... actual answers, if there are any. Them spiritually answers to this is the reason why religion is a joke these days, honestly. I'm sorry if I was insulting, this is just kind of annoying...
I know I may have been insulting, I even know there probably is no answer for me besides "believe and he will come". Which is rather stupid because I can't believe in nothing, I mean sure, if I believe a bag of cash was truely in front of me then that would be cool if it was true, but it's not. So I'm sure I will get no answer, I'm sure this thread will just get deleted... Thanks anyways...