I can't pretend everything is alright any longer! As much as I dislike asking for help. I think it's time I asked for it. I feel like their are times when my spirit is broken. When I really hate the person looking back at me in the mirror. I always seem to doubt myself and think I'm not good enough. People often be-little me and say they are better. I really do feel like a failure. It's a dream of mine to pull it all together. To beable to live up to a higher standard. I want to beable to meet the expectations I have set for myself. But I always become so discouraged. Please, can someone give me some advice? I could really use some support on this. I'm tired of doing everything alone. Thanks. ------------- Mary-I'm a top ace reporter! I get down to the dirt. I don't play around!