I'm still new to Christianity so forgive me for not understanding... whilst I can believe what is written, it's still hard to grasp and one thing that I'm struggling with is that... I read about Jesus torture at Calvary and image it to be horrible. And then read by Jesus stripes( flogging) that were healed. I feel more disgust that someone could do that to Him. how on earth can I be glad he died to save us from our sins? I'm finding it hard to understand How does dying for our sins work anyway?