i've been a Christian for only a year after my youth leaders introduced me to Christ. okay, i wholeheartedly prayed the acceptance prayer and am fully aware part of it said i will turn away from my sins and worldliness but to be honest i always have trouble keeping myself on the right track. i just keep sinning again and again and again. and i end up "collecting" the mistakes i make before i ask for forgiveness. just because i think its too embarassing to keep saying sorry all over again. even in the middle of sinning, i recall the promise i made but i set the promise aside and go on with the sin. :'( and then i only feel sorry when i've already done it, ofcourse. how do i fix myself?