More heartbreaking is cutting family from your life; I didn't grow up in a Christian home, and the only person I have in in my immediate family that has gotten saved is my Mom-GLORY TO GOD!
But I think I am going to be watching most of my family be thrown in the pit....
I have given them all the Gospel on many occasions; what I struggle with is giving them an example to WANT the Gospel. My grandmother has visited our Church and raised her hand...but...well it is in God's Hands, only He knows the true heart condition.
Pray, pray again, pray some more, and fast, read your Bible, meditate on The Word, worship the LORD, fellowship with Bible believing Christians, seek good counsel, and repeat...
Be the salt and the light....Amen