I love reading the Bible. But the thing about the Bible for me is that I read and in my head, I think, I am going to do this again and again, in a row, but when I am done with one study, I don't want to read anymore. I might read later in the day but this is very occasional. The problem is that I am bored almost all day, and this increases during the spring, when there is nostalgia of my past feats flying all around me. I want to start playing video games again, and start a YouTube channel too, but I don't want to go to that past life of vanity. I want to do wrestling, but my mom is too scared for me, and she won't let me. Wrestling is the only sport I wish to play. I want to start working out again, but I think I pulled a muscle in my thigh so I can't. I refuse to go to the doctor though. What should I do? It feels like I am seeking God but He is not responding, though I am certain that He does. How do you deal with boredom?