Hi there. First and foremost, I want to express my thanks to everybody for making this website a place I can find not only feedback, but friends as well. I started working at a hospital roughly 3 months ago. Constantly seeing dead people has made me really start questioning my faith for some reason. I just cannot stand the thought of not being, "conscious" or "alive" and that once you die, that's it. I was raised in a Lutheran family, and attend church, and consider myself a Christian, however I am in a "second guessing" stage. I frequently have been having thoughts about what if there really is no God, and human life is nothing but pointless. I don't really know how to get into this rut that I seem to be in, but i know it has been hampering my daily thoughts for about the last couple weeks or so. I keep juggling with the question if there is truly[ an afterluife Any help would be greatly appreciated, and also, pray for me!