Heartbroken again
In october my boyfriend of 4 years broke up with me out of the blue. His reason was he "just wants to be single". That felt like he had torn my heart out and shredded it to pieces. I thought I was getting over him, until the day before yesterday. I was at a club with my friends, and I happened to glance over my shoulder and see him there. He was dancing with this girl (we both met her in October on our 4th anniversary, and that same night he made me walk home alone at 2am so he could stay and drink some more with her).
As if that didn't hurt enough, I am almost certain it was our mutual friend who tipped him off that I'd be at the club, so he would turn up with that girl. He never goes to that club, and our mutual friend knew I was going, so this is why I think this. I told my "friend" this and we haven't spoken since. Also, our mutual friend has been hiding the fact that we still hang out, cos when my ex rings him when I'm with him, he pretends he's alone. He told me my ex told him not to be friends with me anymore.
So right now, I feel as though I have had my heart broken all over again. I can't stop crying. And I've also lost a friend. I feel like I hate my ex, he has hurt me so much I can't even begin to understand why. It was only a year ago that he gave me a ring and promised me he would never hurt me again, and said he knows for certain he wants to be with me forever. Then why this???
I have no one to talk to about this, or to comfort me, and I feel a million miles away from God. Please pray for me, I don't know what about, but I know I need prayer. Thank you if you do.:smiley40::smiley70:
In october my boyfriend of 4 years broke up with me out of the blue. His reason was he "just wants to be single". That felt like he had torn my heart out and shredded it to pieces. I thought I was getting over him, until the day before yesterday. I was at a club with my friends, and I happened to glance over my shoulder and see him there. He was dancing with this girl (we both met her in October on our 4th anniversary, and that same night he made me walk home alone at 2am so he could stay and drink some more with her).
As if that didn't hurt enough, I am almost certain it was our mutual friend who tipped him off that I'd be at the club, so he would turn up with that girl. He never goes to that club, and our mutual friend knew I was going, so this is why I think this. I told my "friend" this and we haven't spoken since. Also, our mutual friend has been hiding the fact that we still hang out, cos when my ex rings him when I'm with him, he pretends he's alone. He told me my ex told him not to be friends with me anymore.
So right now, I feel as though I have had my heart broken all over again. I can't stop crying. And I've also lost a friend. I feel like I hate my ex, he has hurt me so much I can't even begin to understand why. It was only a year ago that he gave me a ring and promised me he would never hurt me again, and said he knows for certain he wants to be with me forever. Then why this???
I have no one to talk to about this, or to comfort me, and I feel a million miles away from God. Please pray for me, I don't know what about, but I know I need prayer. Thank you if you do.:smiley40::smiley70: