There life continued to get better and better..while yours got worse? I've contemplated, letting go of a good friend BC I simply cant take it. Its not that I dont want him to be happy... I just wish we both had good lives..it hurts me to see how much his life improved and mines got worse.. And before u judge, I have been trying...i just haven't been as lucky as him.. I feel like a horrible person to let him go...but I honestly saddens me to depression...bc I feel I have outside forces working against me... I just feel I have more obstacles than normal. I feel like a horrible person ....but I just dont want to feel miserable anymore... Is letting go okay?. I always felt once his life turned around hell eventually be too busy for me and forget about me...i feel I'm just speeding up something that's destined to happen anyway.