you know the verse, many are called few are chosen ( Matt 22:14) I feel like I'm straining to be chosen by God, like I want to be but in the end God chooses whom ever he wills. God's chosen are changed people, inside and out; others recognize it too .... I wanted God in my life, to change me the way he does others...but he doesn't do much with me..... and I just feel, like if he wanted to do something with me , he would have. I even, tried to be encourage d by Therese of Lisieux ( little flower of Jesus) and I was for a bit until I read how one of the mothers saw something different about here and had her write a biography and someone told zelie,her mother, she won't have to worry about this child....she's a chosen spirit. and I just started to feel crummy again, I just wondered what ex qualified me from being chosen? I just feel life really is not worth really living if you aren't chosen by god.