This is an area that is my greatest struggle (big shock, huh?). All my life my trust has been broken by everyone in my life. I also have had no Godly father figure in my life to model complete and full trust in God. All this has lead me to not trusting anyone fully, which means I am always watching it for myself and doing things on my own. I hate being part of a team as it makes me rely on others when I believe I can only rely on myself. This is very evident in my marriage. I prefer to do things on my own and not working with my wife. When u do work with my wife I get frustrated as she isn't doing it nearly as fast or like I would. It usually means we end up in an argument. I know ask the usual answers to my question, just do it, just read your Bible more, just pay to allow God to work in your heart a full trust for him, etc... The problem is that none of that works for me. The solution is much deeper than any of that, but I don't know what that solution is. Seems the only thing that I have ever trusted beyond myself are dogs. I have complete trust of dogs because they have never let me down, not once.