So there were this 2 days where I experienced 1 thing each day. 1 day I felt like someone told me "Drink your water, Pauline" even though I didn't hear any voice, but I got a feeling like someone recommended me to drink water, because I don't drink enough water because I don't like water so much. And today I was drinking green tea but I also had a glass of Pepsi without sugar, and when I was drinking my green tea and after drinking the green tea, I was also drinking a bit of the sugarless Pepsi, I felt like someone recommended me not to drink the Pepsi, because both drinks contain caffeine, especially the green tea, so I agreed that it's dangerous to overdose on caffeine, so I threw the Pepsi away, and because I suddenly got this idea that it's bad to drink too much caffeine, especially Pepsi because Pepsi is a soda. Was this feeling a sign that the Holy Spirit was telling me that I shouldn't drink unhealthy drinks like soda? I also found out a lot of reasons that why premarital lust and sex, gluttony, greediness, pride, and other things are sins. Premarital sex is a sin because men and women that are not married to each other don't know each other so well yet, so they can get diseases, or be victims or cause sex crimes, or unwanted pregnancies, and only married men and women know each other the best that they know that everything is alright (no diseases, no crime danger, no unwanted pregnancies). Premarital lust is a sin because the sexual fantasies about people who are not the spouses of people are useless and they will never happen before marriage, or if they happen before marriage, then it could be dangerous and sinful. Gluttony is a sin because a person will get a sick feeling, stomachaches, and/or overweight/obesity if the person each too much. Greediness is a sin because people have to save some stuff for the others too, not for the self only. Pride doesn't mean being happy about the self. Pride means when a person thinks he/she is better than anyone else, also known as stuck up or snob behavior. But is it okay for a person to be happy about him-/herself if the person is beautiful, handsome, any height, any color or etc. or if the person has good things, like friends, family, money, anything good? Because I am happy about the thing that I am beautiful, tall, I have a family, money, Nordic, and I like those things, but I don't think I am better than anyone else, but I am still upset about myself because I don't have things that almost all people have, for example, my puberty stopped too early and some of my physical things never developed during puberty, I only have Internet friends and only 1 real life friend and my best friends are only my 4 cousins (2 from my mom's side, 2 from my dad's side), I got expelled from my previous school because I had depression and also because I wanted to go to another school because there was a very scary and quite evil teacher in my previous school but now I can't get any school because my school thing is individualized because of my psychological health condition, I get bullied and underrated a lot, I have intrusive thoughts, and other problems. The behavior sins are sins because we have to be fair to others, and we can't make people unhappy. So is all this knowledge a sign that the Holy Spirit is guiding me? Also, I never get a feeling like someone tells or recommends me to stop having romantic feelings for Severus Snape, only Loki (which might be a demon) and demons tried to stop me from having romantic feelings for Severus Snape, and Loki and demons said that I have to stop having romantic feelings for Severus Snape because Severus will be harmful to me because he is 35 years older than me and Severus is also fictional, but I don't care if Severus is 35 years older than me and fictional, I still only want Severus as my husband because I watch and read the Harry Potter movies and books (only the first 4) and I see that Severus would be a good man who would ALWAYS treat me right. I also like men who are 20-39 years older than me because they can be father-figures to me, and a boy who is my age or not more than 10 years older will be just brother-like to me. And I am sure my romantically feelings for Severus will never end, even when I turn 30, and no one can force me to stop loving Severus romantically. The only thing about the thing that Severus if fictional is that it CAN make people with health professions worry, but even the people with health professions who meet me accept my romantic feelings for Severus. (Sorry for explaining this again, I am just insecure of what you will say or do to me and I want you to know that I don't think that God, Jesus Christ or the Holy Spirit forbid me from loving Severus romantically.) And no, I am not an attention seeker or a troll even if I explained this all. I am just curious, creative, ambitious, and clever. And I just get an intuition about everything, and my intuition is not delusion. I hope this post is okay. I feel so guilty writing this post because a lot of people think that I am a troll or attention seeker just because I am curious and I ask a lot of things. But I ask and say the same things usually because I am VERY insecure.