Submit and grow. - Close to the Holy Spirit! - Dont give up!!!! At the end of each day and at the start of each day, THIS VERSE APPLIES!!!!!!!! The Holy Spirit is the most powerful Spirit in the entire universe (I will use universe to describe EVERYTHING that is, including heavens hell etc.) And HE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU! - He dont want sin to consume you day and night, He wants you to blossom and shine and produce good fruit for the Kingdom of God! Christianity is very much a Spiritual Journey, you need to Submit to God, always be fighting towards a closeness with God, resisting the devil every step of the way. Its ok to doubt if your not 100% sure, just keep on asking. Remember you MUST learn good discernment too, its just as important as hearing God Himself. Without discernment you will be left wide open to satan. Worship is a good time to ask God and keep on asking. Take control of your mind, little bit by little bit, ask God for help taking control of your mind. You will notice change as time gos along. you will grow, so dont give up!!! The bible is great, but ask God for help understanding it. Just got a feeling to post on this. so yeah. And a video with someone else, that includes some VERY important scripture as well: http://www.christianforumsite.com/christian-videos/30508-do-you-want-see-god-encouraging-word.html God bless you all.