Hello, I have made a promise, not exactly a promise but it is kind of hard to explain. I"m sorry if this sounds confusing, I'm trying my best to explain since I don't really understand myself. I have been having a lot of anxiety and depression lately, mostly about promises. Sometimes they are just thoughts popping up in my head, other times they are just pressure for me to make the promise, other times it is just me making the promise. Recently, I made a promise, not exactly a promise but it is hard to explain, not really a exchange but it is more like asking for a sign from God, I know I was asking for something similar to a sign but I'm not sure if it was a sign or I could never do that again. Most of the time it is something like daydreaming or something like that, but in this case I didn't know or think about it, I did not even say it verbally in my mind, I just thought of it without saying it in my mind and I'm not sure if I did it or not, but I know it was something like "If this happens I'll take it as a sign" except I wasn't sure if it was a "Sign" or not of what I was wanting. I know that day I was very scared about everything and a lot of thoughts that weren't from me were popping up in my head, so I don't know if it was just that. Most of the time it is something like "If this happens" I'll take it as a sign that I need to do this, but anyways what happened I'm almost positive it was coincidence. Anyways, later on I did this again because I was scared and I didn't know, I know I do have OCD as well so I don't know if this was the cause either. Later on when I did it, I think it was something with not drinking water anymore which I know I have to drink water because I would die of thirst, so I don't know what to do, I guess this would be considered a promise but I'm not sure. Please help, what should I do? Also another question was about Numbers 30, when it talks about a releasing a promise and it talks about a Father releasing the promise, would Father count as guardian or a Mom? So could a Mom release her Child's promise?