online relationships i personally am generally against online relationships yet i find my self in the middle of one. i have knowin the woman in question for around 4 yrs and over the last couple months we have started talking alot (online, over the phone and txting). another thing that is kindaconfusing to me is the fact that she lives in illinois and i have allways said i would never move to be with a woman and now i just keep thinking that if i am lucky enough to ever get to actually meet her and things work out i would move to be with her asap the really scary part of that is she said she would do the same... every night i pray that GOd's will will be done in this aspect of my life. the more i talk to her the more i want to be with her and talking to her makes me happier then i have ever been. i keep asking God what is happening to me and why i feel this way and when i do i just get this feeling that i shouldnt worry about it. i have also noticed other BIG changes in my life. befor this pretty much any girl i have "went out with" all i really wanted out of it was sex (yes i know thats wrong) but with her it is sooo different all i can think about is how nice it would be just to beable to hold her and be with her. i guess when it comes right down to it all i can do is keep praying for what God wants in my life and if He wants her in my life as any thing more than friends it will happen and if thats the case then i really wonder what i did to deserve somthing so nice.