I apologize if this post is inappropriate for this site. I have been a member for a while now. I haven't been active on here for a long time, though. A lot has happened since I last logged in. My family has decided to move across Canada, for the second time. I had a wonderful Christmas and New Year's Eve. And, I realized I am Agnostic. Some of you might be asking, "Why?" Well, I was a Christian. Born and raised. However, we did not go to church regularily until I was thirteen. I am fifteen now. Anyways, the main reason I have left the Christian faith is because I was finding myself being more and more annoyed when people talked about God, and the things they believe, such as "gay is not okay", "interracial relationships are terrible", etc. Now, I know not every Christian is like that, but the Christians I know are. And most of the new ones I meet are, too. It just confuses me how a religion that preaches love can be so hateful. I have also realized that I still think there is some sort of higher power. However, I sometimes teeter on the edge of Atheism as well. I find myself contemplating the world, galaxies, and space a lot now. Are there other dimensions? Past lives? Life on other planets? The reason I can think like this now is because my thoughts are not shunted by the Bible saying there is only this world, and God made only us. Do you ever wonder the things I do? Maybe you think abandoning God was a drastic decision that was unnecesary, but there is also a personal element to my change of religion. I do not believe anymore. I know I will get a flood of replies because of this, and I apologize if I have angered any of you. It was not my intention. I just wished to share this, not sure why. I do not know anyone personally on here, but I suppose I would like to share my change of mind. I also want to say that my parents do not know about this. I have not told them about this website, so they cannot find this post. This is for my own safety and peace of mind. Who knows what could happen if they find out I am not a Christian? They might force me to be more involved in religion, maybe make me get Baptized. Or, it could become violent. I do not know how they will react, and I do not want to know.