New CowGirl Here and Around To make a very long story short.... This past year.... has been.... one of the most life changing, challenging, exciting, experimental, confusing, scary, imaginable experiences that I have had in my life!! This year I'm trying to do my own thing and go on my own path the way that God had designed it to be in the first place and trying to get away from all my friends' life's drama's. I am entering my second year of college in the fall. I had been struggling on what I'd like to do, for right now my status is undecided. But, as I am fully struggling on which college to attend to next, all I know is that I'm trying to get to learning American Sign Language and about Equine horses studies and hopefully having hands on experience with that. Other than what I'd like to be or want to do in the near future, it's also hard sometimes seeing couples being together or being all over each other when I have no one for my love life. I pray for/about it the way I think I should be praying for it. I keep possibly thinking that God will have me meet my guy during which ever time period that is going on in my life, but I have to remember that it's His timing and NOT mine! And besides all that, before I even get to meet him, I still needs lots and lots and lots and lots of SERIOUS time with God and in his presence and in his word and everything about Him!!! There's still so much for me to learn. So, for now its - going to college for things and learning more and more about my God. A little about me: I'm fun. Caring. (probably why its so hard for me to let go of the bad things in my friends lives) Sensitive. I'd still like to learn how to swim. I have asthma. You better not be in a hurry because i can take forever to get ready, lol. I LOVE GOD! I LOVE MY HOME CHURCH! I HAD APPARENTLY MISSED ANOTHER ONE OF THE BEST SERVICES BECAUSE I WAS OUT OF STATE... GOD IS SO GOOD. HE HAD JUST PROVIDED ME WITH A JOB AFTER ME TRYING HARD FOR SOOO LONG!! LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR MIND, ALL YOUR SOUL AND ALL YOUR STRENGTH & ALL YOUR HEART - and that was just from a song. haha... p.s. xspinningisfun, do you remember me from the other forum and facebook? haha!!