I have really enjoyed reading the beautiful words of encouragement and praise here. I started reading the posts looking for help, and they have touched me. I have been married for eight years and I have two beautiful children. Two and a half years ago, the man who I choose to lead my family in Christ decided that he had missed out. He left me to pursue a worldly life, but a few months later, he begged to come back. He promised that he would come back to Christ when he was ready. I allowed myself to become invoked in his lifestyle, trying to save the marriage. I have missed the peace and safety. I've been trying to come back, but I can't live in Christ while his addictions are in my home and he constantly pressures me to participate. Everything I read says to hold on to you're marriage or talks about the woman being left. I can't serve God and be with him. Advise?