Needing more of Him Um... I suffer from an illness that leaves me totally dependent on God sometimes. But lately I have been feeling that I've not been getting enough of Jesus and my heart hurts, because I want to be able to spend time with Him, not just time but quality time. Part of this is that I don't have the attention span to sit down with the Bible. I am able to absorb some scripture when I go to church and also from a daily devotional that I have, but it's really short. I pray for long periods of time but sometimes it feels like I'm just banging on God's door and no one has answered. I want MORE of God, I thirst and hunger for Him but I just don't know how I can get that. I feel like a part of me is empty that I've been trying to fill it with other things, to no avail. Does anyone have any advice for me? This emptiness leaves me feeling very sad.