My husband and I have been married 3 yrs together 6 yrs we are both recovering addicts. The day we got married was the day we also got baptized with the church of Christ in San Jose. We have 2 kids 2and 3. I'm a stay at home he's a truck driver. Not long haul. To LA and back. Well he hasn't been the same since the trucking job ad neither have I . I have went through his phone because I had suspicions that something is going on with him and I found some text msgs between him am a co worker about lot lizard (truck stop prostitutes). I confronted him e said they were joking an then I found more text msgs a second time he said sorry they are just joking. I asked him to stop. He never did I found another text msg him asking his friend to look for her at a truck stop. He said it was a joke. I don't believe him at all ever since I've found these msgs I have been giving him grief? The past month. And I've also tried trusting him by going along with him in the truck or I write a journal so I can get these feelings out I my head. But the minute he calls me and tells me he's stuck in LA I'm going crazy..... Because of those text msgs. A few days ago in Monday e told me I'm a disease and he's sick of me and nobody likes me and he wants a divorce. This man makes 12-1300 a week and never leaves me money he takes the only car we have a few miles away parks it and gets in his truck. So me and the kids have no money ever as no car... He wonders why I fuss and complain? Well when he comes home e ways and sleeps we don't go out he hardly plays with the kids and he's mean. He says I need to just let it go. But it's hard. Because I still think something is going on. By the way he has been treating me lately. Very disrespectful... What do I do?