My girlfriend and I have wanted to be married for some time. I am disabled and not able to work. I have a severe mental disorder, and I am on disability, drawing in a small amount from social security, not enough to live on. Right now I am living with my parents, because I've tried living on this amount and can't. She is working right now but is losing work because she has some condition flaring up, likely fibromyalgia, and is getting so painful she won't be able to work long. You can't get on disability with fibromyalgia. And she'd have no health coverage for her condition without getting disability if she can't work. We're distressed, looking to God to help. We've been dating for about 4-1/2 years and we already have had sexual relations with each other. We are both working on putting that aside now until we could be married. But nothing seems to be working out for us. I feel confused and not sure what's going on. I believe God is a merciful God, one who forgives. My girlfriend and I both care for each other deeply. But I don't know what's going to happen.