My husband and I have been married for 3.5 years now. Our annaversary is July 14th. Before we got married my husband said that if he could go out his front door and walk into heavan then he would believe in God. Recently the conversation came up again and I had to pretty much pry it out of him, but I wanted to know for myself (I know, kinda selfish) what he thinks now/ if his feelings have changed. He said that he believes there is "something out there" * cue the twilight zone music* a higher power of some kind that created everything and life. He also told me that science can only prove so much. However thats about as far as it goes for him. He hates talking about it, but to me it feels like he's so close yet so far from God. He doesn't know what he's missing. I don't know what I should be doing or not doing. I'm not the kinda of "christian" who trows the book at people, as I don't believe that people who do that are really Christians. We have a 17 month old son named Eli. I wonder about the future and if I'll be alone in teaching our son about Jesus/ God's love. I'm also worried that later Eli will be less likely to have faith if his Daddy doesn't.