I was in a 3 yr relationship in which we were engaged and to be married. However I never felt ready to be married due to deppression/severe anxiety and so it was called off. We did remain together after I convinced him I would work on myself and we'de try it again. Things didn't go exactly as we had hoped. We broke up. For the next 8 months we remained very close friends talking everyday seeing each other a few times a week we both still loved each other. Occasionally we were intimate. Now last week he told me he was seeing someone new, and he kinda liked her. It broke my heart instantly I told him now I want to be with you. He denied anything I had to say. He said he needed space and didn't know what was going to happen in the future. It's been a week now an he sat with her in church this Sunday and kissed her as he left. My heart is sooo broken it hurt so much. I wrote him a letter telling him how I really feel: that I love him and want to be with him forever. He accepted the letter and told me he would read it .... Now I wait.... I'm so afraid he's finally let me go.