Hi, i need your advise please. Im in a crossroad whether should i continue with my on & off relationship. Here's my story,im a christian since young, i grew up going to church regularly, i back-slided but i always come back to God whenever im down ..... i just got my divorce last month. I have 2 kids (1 boy - 17 y.o, 1 girl - 10 y.o.). Both of them are not staying with me. I entered a relationship eventhough im not yet legally divorced. (im guilty here)...He is 9yrs my junior, met him 4yrs ago. He's married with 1 child, he was separated when we decided to live-in together....Ashamed to admit, but i know its wrong for me to enter a relationship since im not legally divorced yet and he's not legally separated as well... my relationship with him has been very very tough for the past one & half year...on & off quarelling, arguing from time to time...thou promises are there to change whenever we patched up....but then...we end up arguing from time to time. for more than 1 yr that we lived together, ive caught him cheating on me via chat on line (2x). he asked for cyber sex..i was devasted. Forgave him few times but there's always misunderstanding between us. Trust is broken from time to time. And it seems both us didnt change from our past mistakes. he's a catholic, thou he go with me to church regularly. I have this thinking that this relationship is doomed. Thou we both love each other but we always cant work things out. he was the one who decided to call off our relationship 3 months ago, we are currently living separately, thou we still meet regularly for meal and we spend our weekends together. its like we are back to each other again. he asked me to live with him again and start all over...but i told him its not the right time yet..i want us to change first before we live again together or else...we will be back to square one...quarrel here and there.. 2 weeks ago...i caught him chatting with a friend via facebook...he invited her for dinner & asked her if she has someone to introduce to him...i was so devasted when i confronted him...he said he was just bored thats why he ask her for dinner and the only mistake that he did was he jokingly asked her to introduce someone to her...he said it was just a joke.. i badly need your advice people of God....im in a crossroad now...i dont know if i should hold on to this relationship... we love each other so much...but it seems there's always something between us... i pinned my hope..my future with him....we planned a lot for our future...but then it always fail.. i been praying so hard for God to lead me where He wants me to be...but it seems im always weak..and cant find answer... please i need your advice.