I'd like some advice on something . A long time ago .. okay back in 2008 .. lol . . (well it feels long to me ..) I had this experience where all my scripture memory disappeared from me suddenly and i felt like a man searching on the ground for his glasses because . at that time in my life .. the bible had so much to do with the way i saw everything . but something happened .. it's like all the scripture that was ammassed up went into my emotions .. and i felt like the verses slowly all came back .. but ever since . my way of interpreting the bible has been vastly different . so .. first .. has anyone experienced anything like this? second .. any advice on how to interpret the bible now .. that the old way of thinking is kind of .. gone? i've been kinda avoiding it because it triggers memories of some really scary person i used to be . and when i say scary . i mean scary .