This Monday... I became Muslim. I suffer from mental illness and did it recklessly... I'm sitting here sobbing. I learned so many horrible things in Islam before hand but I was so numb it didn't bother me. But ever since Monday I have felt pain. In Islam the punishment for leaving the faith is death. I know in America that can't be enforced but I fear they will take matters into their own hands. I'm so scared. I know I made a huge mistake. I regret it so much. Jesus I'm so sorry. I am so so sorry. Please please forgive me. I'm so sorry.