Hi you guys...OK so here is my story: I started talking to this guy. For the last 7 years he's always shown interest in me but I always kind of ignored him. Around June I started showing interest in him and started responding to him. For years I've always wanted to love him...I just always turned him down because I was afraid of being with a good guy. Now that I've matured and have gotten older in age I want better. I'm just worried because he did say that he's always busy now with work and just wants to be friends. I agree with the friend thing and that is ok...I'm really scared and paranoid. Every guy I've tried to be with has done me wrong, or we'll talk and they'll eventually fade away....I'm afraid he's doing that now. I'm so afraid he doesn't like me or doesn't find me interesting anymore. It really hurts. I'm trying not to overthink. When I go for a week without hearing from him I get really scared...I just sent him a message on Facebook and I saw that he saw the message but he didn't respond (he's at work right now...I'm trying not to overthink). To sum it up I'm really scared. I prayed to God to please let this one work out. I've been hurt so many times. ..I think he would hurt me the most if he just stopped talking to me because after him showing interest in me for so many years and me feeling guilty everything I dated a guy because I specifically wouldn't give him a chance would really hurt me. I've prayed to God to touch his heart and to persuade him to not give up on me. I'm really scared, I just don't want to be another woman another guy just loses interest in and doesn't want. Am I wrong to feel this way? I'm trying to get back into church. ..I feel like since I haven't been in church for years that I'm not even worthy of God even listening to this request and helping with this situation. I've just been hurt too many times and I'm just tired.