today was a pretty stressful day..my dad and brother got into a fight to the point he threatened to spit on him...i broke it up... And I feel like I'm losing it BC when I got a text from M friend that said she was hanging out with a friend and my other with his gf..my mind went into panic mode...and I just kept thinking they'll forget about me..theyre my only friends who are online...and I feel panicky.. I just feel like I truly cant make it...even making it as far as I did was a fluke...i tried calling a hotline and the person was O help..the stuff the told me was so basic my brother could have told me..and she was just silent most times.. I have chronic night mares and my hair is falling out...idk how ill even pull of fall semester.. I just dont know what I'm gonna do... I really dont. I wouldn't have posted...but I need a bit of help as my mind just feels broken and I'm panicky.