I am a 24 year old female who has graduated college and I am still single. It seems like every time I get on facebook, another couple from my age group is getting engaged, married or is having a child. I know I should be happy for all of these people but I am ashamed to admit that it makes me jealous. The thing is, I have never been a jealous person before but the desire to be in love has hit me really hard since I hit my 20's. I have dated several guys and was even in a relationship for 7 months. My ex-boyfriend was a great person but we wanted to live different lifestyles and to be honest, I just never really fell in love with him. I desperately want what I see others my age having- serious relationships that end up in marriage. Not only do I long for that, I am terrified that I will end up like my aunt, who never got married. Ever since I could walk, I had a baby doll on my hip and knew I wanted to be a wife and mother. I love to serve and do for others and it would break my heart if I could never have the gift of having a husband. I pray to God about this daily and ask for his forgiveness when I feel jealous but I need some advice. I prayed to God the other night before bed- I prayed for God to send me a sign in a dream whether I would be a wife or a mother. I woke up feeling empty and that dream never came. This may seem silly to some people but I really wanted God to send me a sign that I would be ok...If anyone can relate to what I am feeling or has some advice I would greatly appreciate it.