I am searching for myself. I pray to God for answers but sometimes I don't get answers. Sometimes I feel so lonely, like no one understands me. Eventually you ask why? Then you ask yourself do I know myself? I am searching for inner peace and happiness. I feel like the past three years have been a roller coaster of emotions and I am just lost now. I have no one in my life to enjoy a relationship with and I feel like God is the only one there for me. But sometimes he does not answer. How can I find my inner happiness?