(First off I would like to apologize with my spelling and grammar I am not the best at it and if you cant read anything just ask me and I will reply)Ok, well to start off with I was born and raised a christian and nothing would tell me other wise or so I thought. Eventually more and more questions popped up and I didn't have the answers for all of them so now here I am to afraid to ask my family because I'm to afraid of rejection or having there "thoughts about me" changed. So I just have some questions I want to be answered and I think that this would be the best place. If god loves every human so much than why is it that the actions of this puny life (compared to eternity) lead us to a eternal path of pain?( So before I get answers to this one I might as well put in some other questions that go along with this one) Someone tried answering this one for me and told me that in the bible it says that every person shall hear about the word of god. How? There are so many people that are isolated and away from other people (or like living in tribes or something) that this idea would be impossible, and another person said that we deserve it if we don't believe in god...? Eternal suffering for making a mistake? In the book heaven is for real (I actually read) I have some problems. Ok, well first it just does not sound very "vivid" the way he describes it. I feel like he kinda of is more like oh yeah it is awesome then actually describing in detail about what happens there (And yes I knew he described some parts about heaven) Also there are other people who said they went to heaven and there story differs from colton's. So when I see this I am just confused because it is like who is the liar or should I say misinformed. Also for my last one what keeps you grounded in faith when there are so many people constantly trying to disprove it?