I was really disappointed last night... In my 24 yrs of living I've never had a someone id consider my better half .... I'm tires of guys wanting one thing... Or looking to me.for just that ... I'dk I just cant have casual "fun"... BC I think,think and over think.. I dont want fun, I just want someone I can spend my life with and it just sucks ...the majority of guys my age ...dont share my mind set...but instead are just on a mission to get around... It just depresses..me that I can't let these feelings of wanting to love,be loved ...go.. It sucks... I'm starting to believe im probably called to be single lol..or a nun..with my luck...but my heart isnt there.... I just wish I found a guy that was right for me. I guess I just want advice on how to be happy alone. Because I'm gonna be alone for a while...if not forever.