This may be a simple solution for some, but for others, including myself, it's actually pretty difficult. I really WANT and NEED God to take control of my life, to show me what choices he recommends me to take, what choices I shouldn't take, or should I least wait on. I want to follow his way that would be best for me/him. I know there is free will and that he gives his recommendations to everyone, some choose to go against what he said is best for them. I don't want to be like that. I have been saved, I have asked God/Jesus to come into my heart and to guide my life. I have thanked him for everything he's done so far and asked him to show me what I should do to help continue my life. It's been 6 years since I have literally done nothing in my life, it's just been the same exact thing of nothing for 6 years. A complete waste of life and time, I KNOW that's not what he wants for me, and it sure isn't what I want for myself. I need to overcome my fear of learning to drive. I need to actually get motivation. For so long I've been in this "I don't care" mood. I do actually care but the negative emotions are so strong I don't actually care about doing even simple things like helping my mom with the dishes or cleaning my room or even bathing (I do bath, but not as often as I should, I just don't care even though I do, confusing I know). I need a job so eventually I can have my own life with a girlfriend and a wife (not at the same time of course, lol), and kids. I know I'm looking into the future but if my present doesn't change, neither will my future, at least not positively.