Sometimes I feel like I'm so weak because I cant stay strong.. I feel my situation is just breaking me down mentally and I'm exhausted... I live in a hotel with my family of 6, and I'm still in school..im trying to improve myself and my situation by being in school and learning to drive...but my mom is too scared to ride with me and my dad works also so hes usually tired. We dont have a computer so sometimes I have to take tests on my phone.. I dont have friends... And my parents fight ..and I'm just silent...taking everything in , trying so hard not to crack .. My worst fear is going crazy and I've been so stressed BC 1) we've been here 3 years and have yet to move.. 2) BC I'm so behind my peers..even though I'm trying...i saw my old coworker today and even she is now driving and still at my old job and working and doing well.. And struggling to get by 3) I feel so depressed that i have to bottle everything up, I have no one to talk to..my brothers do their own thing... My parents too and I'm trying hard not to break.. I'm so anxious that someone can be talking to me and I'm just freaking zoned out.. And I forget things extremely easily ... I can barely sleep sometimes.. Idk what to do..i pray and that seems to do no good.. I really dont know what to do... I have no one to talk to...my worst fear is going crazy and I feel just being here ..doing this is gonna push me over the edge.. And I still feel that weird presence like something I behind me ... I just feel like I'm marked for destruction.. I just don't know what I did wrong... I'm trying to improve my situation,.im nice to alot of people I meet, idk why my life is stagnant... I'm trying to have hope but I feel hopeless.. I dont feel god in my situation, I feel like I'm on my own... So I feel praying wont do any good. I just feel alone..im trying not to quit on my lit..but its hard when it difficult ..not only that but when your trying and big blocks are in your way... I'm trying to hang on but my life feels worthless...i literally have no one.. Someone please tell me how to stay strong mentally.! Because I feel that's chipping away.