How do I redeem myself? Okay a couple of months after I got saved, I wanted to be busy in the church doing something. I was on youtube oneday I think just looking around at different stuff when I ran across liturgical dancing and Oh My Goodness I was in love! I began do just have a down pour of ideas and themes and all kinda stuff popping in my head left and right. I presented it to some in my old church that I was attending but my pastor didnt allow a lot of things and some people in higher positions where working against me. I got really dicouraged and basically left the church. I have just been avoiding God although thats impossible but just doing everything opposite of what a christian should do. But I recently asked for forgiveness and I believe I am forgiven. Now I want to come back to church and do what God layed on my heart to do. I am now attending a different church which does allow liturgical dancing. How do I go about doing that? I feel embarassed about my lifestyle up until a couple of days ago and I dont want to be shot down and discouraged again. I just need some advice.