I went to church a couple times when I was little, but I never connected with it. I'm 32. I've lived a life dictated by logic. I plase nearly all of my faith in myself. It has worked out pretty well. I fit in with others. I have friends. But I'm still curious. I want to know why it could be a good thing to be spiritual. I want to learn if there really are great things that come from churches and church groups. I have never been a particularly social person, and I have never felt the draw to be part of a church. Can you help me find god? I don't know what the word even means.